My table saw bit the dust. A mighty screech, smoke, and the smell of something electrical frying and that was it. What the dischens! It couldn’t wait till the end of the project before giving up the ghost? Now its decommissioned corpse is sitting in the driveway, waiting to be hauled off to the dump.
I was already frustrated because, like seemingly every home fixing project, the job of replacing rotted siding was steadily growing bigger. At some point, you just had your fill, which seems to be true about other things in life as well. When you get near that point it doesn’t take much to push you over the edge, break the camel’s back, to be the final straw. Yes, my little Craftsman table saw had terrible timing, to say the least, and I needed to get a grip, catch my bearings, because I never function better with a frustrated sour, and down attitude.
What do you do when you need to get a hold of yourself, when your attitude smells worse than a table saw motor burning up? For me, a little reflection helps. So, I looked at my now-dead saw and remembered it was a gift Susie (my exceptional wife) gave me a long time ago, back when we didn’t have much, which meant she somehow managed to save enough to bless me with it. I can’t tell you how much easier that little table saw made my life. It also lasted far longer than anyone would have expected, which means God heard our constant prayer to make our things last. That saw served its purpose, was reliable, saved us all kinds of money, and was an all-around blessing.
We live in a world where things break, wear out, decay, blow up, rot, leak, and get old, a world that has no shortage of frustrations, bad timing, and overload; enough to daily stink up our attitudes, drown gratefulness, and put our inner grump on steroids. None of which is helpful in any shape or form. There is enough this damn …, those damn …, them damn …, to take you all the way to the grave. Which is a terrible way to live, and most certainly not the way God would have us navigate through life.
There is a reason God tells us to always put thankfulness in our lunch box, to never forget to pack thankfulness no matter where we go, and to download the thankfulness App first thing, “In everything, all circumstances, give thanks; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus” 1 Thessalonians 5:18 (NASB, italics mine).
You’re right, many face much more serious brokenness and frustration than my table saw quitting, I certainly have, and I can’t tell you how much reflection and prayer with thankfulness have helped me there.
Do a little exercise with me. The poem below is probably the most famous psalm of David. Read it once over. Then read it in light of all David remembers and gives God thanks for down in that deep dark valley, even the shadows of death. Finally read it one more time, beginning each line with, “I thank you God that You …
“The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, of deepest darkness, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the LORD Forever” Psalm 23:1-6 (NKJV, italics mine)
Funny, isn’t it, where an old broken table saw can take you.
To God be all glory. Love You, Pastor Hans